Survive The Onset

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Tony’s Wrangler idled at the curb like a patient animal, its engine rumbling low and steady in the early morning quiet. The Jeep was older and boxier than the new ones, black paint dulled by sun and a thin web of chips across the hood from years of highway grit, but it had the kind of reliability Tony respected. The interior smelled faintly of leather, dust, and the citrus cleaner he used when he had time to pretend he lived like a normal person.

He checked the time, then glanced up at Hutch’s apartment balcony.

Light flickered behind the blinds.

A few moments later the door opened and Hutch emerged, in civilian clothes, but still every inch a soldier. He carried two bags in his hands like they weighed nothing. His sleeves were pushed up on lean, corded forearms. Even his eyes were military: always scanning, never lingering.

Tony popped the rear hatch.

Hutch tossed the bags into the cargo area with practiced efficiency and started strapping them down without being asked.

“You’re gonna secure them like we’re patrolling on a combat operation?” Tony asked.

Hutch didn’t look up. “The way you drive, it’s pretty much the same.”

Tony huffed. “Six hours. Phoenix to Long Beach. I’m sure you’ll survive.”

Hutch grinned as he slid the last strap tight. “Thanks for asking me along, J. This’ll be fun.”

Tony nodded, “Of course, Hutch. You’re family. This is a family trip. Done deal.”

Tony shut the hatch, and Hutch climbed into the passenger seat. He buckled his seatbelt immediately, no hesitation.

“Habit,” Hutch said when he caught Tony looking.

Tony shifted into drive and eased away from the curb. The city was still half asleep. Streetlights buzzed. A few cars drifted through intersections like ghosts. The sky ahead was a medium, bruised gray color, the horizon just beginning to lighten the sky behind them.

They drove in silence for a few minutes, letting the road settle them.

Then Hutch said, casually, “I was up late. Caught some breaking news.”

Tony kept his eyes forward. “Yeah?”

“Virus outbreak in Asia,” Hutch said. “It looked pretty severe. They were calling it fast-moving. Hospitals and local law enforcement were overwhelmed. Quarantines in a couple cities. The military was being brought in to assist.”

Tony’s hands tightened on the wheel. Asia was far. But the military bringing people in meant it was serious. It meant they were trying to get ahead of something.

Hutch continued, voice even. “They had wild footage. People in masks – crowds pushing against barricades. Medical tents. The whole show.”

Tony exhaled through his nose. “That’s what Lieutenant Mitchell was talking about.”

Hutch nodded. “Unrest. Reports of violence.”

Tony glanced over. Hutch’s face was calm, but his eyes were awake.

“Think we’re actually deploying?” Hutch asked.

Tony’s jaw tightened. One week. That’s what Mitchell had said.

Which meant Tony had one week to be present, to be brother instead of Staff Sergeant, to remind Michael that Tony existed outside of uniforms and phone calls.

“If it’s real and spreading?” Tony said. “Yeah. We’ll probably deploy.”

Hutch didn’t respond. He didn’t need to. They both understood the implication.

The Jeep rolled onto the freeway. The world widened into long lanes and distant hills as the first slice of sunlight crept over the horizon, turning the sky a pale orange that bled slowly into blue.

Tony drove in a preoccupied haze, letting the road carry them for another few minutes.

“You hear anything else?” Tony asked.

“Nothing solid,” Hutch said. “Just the tone. The way they talked. The way they didn’t say the name of anything.”

That made Tony’s jaw set. He had heard that tone before: commanders hedging language, media reading off scripts, everyone trying to keep panic contained with careful phrasing.

“What kind of mission would we be looking at?” Hutch asked as he leaned back in his seat, eyes on the windshield as if he thought Tony could see the future in the line of the road.

“Containment. Security.” Tony gave a small, humorless smile. “They’ll use us wherever it gets ugly.”

Tony thought of their unit in the mock village yesterday. He thought about how cleanly they moved, how naturally the men had fallen into roles. They were built for chaos. Built to restore order. Built to do their job even when the job didn’t make sense.

They drove in silence for a few minutes, allowing their imaginations to run wild a bit.

“That kind of deployment can get ugly fast,” Tony said.

Hutch’s gaze flicked to him. “That’s true of most deployments.”

Tony didn’t argue.

They pulled the Wrangler into a gas station to fill up. While Tony pumped gas, Hutch ran inside the quick mart. By the time Tony finished pumping, Hutch emerged with a bag in hand, climbing into the Jeep as Tony started the engine.

Hutch came back with a bag of junk food. “Funyuns. Doritos. Cheez-Its.”

“Doritos. Thank you!” Tony smiled as he pulled back out onto the highway.

They drove in silence for a few minutes, each enjoying the snack as a break from the earlier discussion.

“You know what I keep asking myself, J?” Hutch asked. “What’s the worst-case scenario with all this?”

Tony didn’t answer immediately. He was quiet long enough that the hum of the tires and wind filled the space between them.

Finally: “Worst case is law enforcement is overwhelmed. Hospitals collapse. The population panics. And once people panic, it doesn’t stay contained.”

Hutch didn’t respond.

The continuous hum of the tires on the highway filled their silence. A few miles later, Tony said, “Let’s take the week. Be present. Have some drinks. Reset.”

Hutch’s expression softened, almost imperceptibly. “Your brother’s gonna lose his mind when he sees you.”

Tony smiled at the thought. “He always does.”

“He should,” Hutch said. “You’re his whole world.”

Tony kept his eyes forward, but the words landed in his chest like a weight and a warmth at the same time.

They hit Long Beach in the early afternoon, the Wrangler sliding into familiar streets beneath palm trees and blue, cloudless skies. The air smelled like salt, asphalt, and someone’s backyard grill. Tony had forgotten how quickly California made him feel like he could breathe.

Michael’s house sat on a quiet residential street, modest but clean. It was the same house where their parents had raised them, where Michael had somehow survived two years of grief and come out whole.

Tony barely had the engine cut before the front door swung open.

Michael ran out like he’d been launched.

“TONY!”

He hit Tony hard enough to knock the breath out of him. Not a greeting. A claim. A statement.

Tony stumbled back, gripping him tight. ”Easy,” Tony laughed.

His hair was longer than Tony remembered. It was long and dark with a natural wave that caught the afternoon sun. His smile was wide and genuine. He always made Tony feel his presence and love.

“Not a chance,” Michael said into Tony’s shoulder. “You disappear for months at a time and think I’m gonna act normal when you finally reappear?”

The words landed harder than Michael probably intended. Tony held him tighter for a moment.

Tony pulled back and looked at him properly. Same bright eyes. Same easy grin. But there was something in Michael’s face now: a steadiness that hadn’t been there two years ago when their parents died. When Michael was twenty-two and broken and had to figure out how to be an adult alone.

“I’ve missed you, brother,” Tony said.

Michael’s eyes glistened. “I missed you too. I-” Michael stopped himself

Tony understood. Michael was saying I needed you and you weren’t here. Tony was saying I know, and I’m sorry.

But Michael didn’t linger on it. He turned toward Hutch instead, and his brightness returned like a light switching back on.

“Hutch! Long time no see.”

Indeed, Hutch hadn’t been around since their parents passed away two years ago, when Michael was 22 years old. Now, at 24, Michael was excited to see both men again.

Hutch offered his hand. Michael ignored it and pulled him into a hug too. Hutch froze for a half beat, then joined Michael’s embrace, patting him on the back, as if confirming the hug was legitimate.

Tony’s smile widened. He hadn’t realized he’d wanted that moment until he saw it.

Then Michael stepped back and said, far too casually, “So… before you two get comfortable, let’s go to the backyard.”

Tony narrowed his eyes. “What did you do?”

Michael’s grin turned mischievous. “Let’s go.”

They followed him through the house. Faint music grew louder as they approached. The delicious smell of grilled meat grew stronger. Tony crossed the threshold into the backyard – and stopped.

People were everywhere.

A handful of Tony’s oldest friends stood around the patio with beers in hand, laughing, shouting his name as soon as they saw him. Someone yelled, “Look who finally decided to come back!” Another voice: “About damn time!”

Tony felt the moment hit him. It was unexpected. A true surprise. He felt something in his chest. Not sadness. Not nostalgia. Something cleaner.

Belonging.

Michael’s face was bright with satisfaction. “Surprise.”

Tony shook his head slowly, smiling despite himself. “You little bastard.”

Michael laughed. “Now who’s ready for a burger?”

The afternoon unfolded in warm, noisy fragments.

Tony leaned against the patio wall with a beer sweating in his hand, fielding questions he answered carefully. He didn’t overplay the war stories. He didn’t hide either. He gave the truth in measured pieces. His answers were enough to satisfy curiosity without turning the day into a memorial.

He laughed with the guys the way he used to. Real laughter. He checked in on people’s lives: jobs, kids, relationships, heartbreaks. He remembered names and details that surprised even him.

JoeJoe hadn’t changed much. He was still built like an NFL running back and still had that infectious energy that made him the center of any room. He cornered Tony near the cooler with a beer already in hand.

“Man, it’s good to see you, Tony,” JoeJoe said. The nickname was old – from high school football, when there were three Joeys and they’d all needed differentiation. “I saw you recently got stationed in Arizona?”

“Yeah. About eight months ago now. It’s just a training complex. Nothing glamorous.” Tony opened a beer. “What about you? Still at that construction gig?”

JoeJoe’s smile shifted. It was still there, but something underneath it tightened.

“Still there,” he said. “Might not be much longer though. They’re talking about consolidation. Moving stuff overseas.” He took a sip. “Could be looking for work by end of year.”

Tony recognized the tone. JoeJoe was worried but trying not to show it. The construction job was solid income for him. It was reliable. Losing it would be significant.

“I know you’ll land on your feet,” Tony said, and he meant it.

“Yeah, probably.” JoeJoe’s brightness returned, but it was practiced now. “But hey. Tonight. No thinking about work. Let’s just drink beer and tequila and pretend we’re still young enough to go all night.”

He raised his bottle. Tony raised his in return.

“To pretending to be young again,” Tony said.

“To being young again,” JoeJoe agreed.

At one point Vic slapped him on the shoulder and said, “You always were the same, bro. Serious as hell, but you always show up.”

Tony nodded, uncomfortable with the praise but knowing Vic meant it.

JoeJoe raised his bottle, recovered from his earlier moment of vulnerability. “That’s why we love you! You’re the glue, man.”

Memo grinned quietly. “Nah, we love him because he still thinks we’ll listen to his advice.”

The table laughed, but it was different now. It wasn’t mockery, but recognition. They didn’t always listen to Tony’s advice. But they listened to Tony. There was a difference.

Tony looked at them. Their faces were older than the last time he’d seen them, but they were still unmistakably the guys. He felt something inside him loosen.

Hutch stayed nearby, quiet but present. He didn’t dominate the space. He didn’t hover. He simply existed in that calm, steady way that made people comfortable without knowing why. When someone asked him about the military, he answered with short, honest sentences and then redirected the conversation back to them.

As the sun sank, people filtered out. Hugs, handshakes, plans made and half-promises exchanged. The noise softened. The backyard lights clicked on, warm and yellow, casting gentle pools of light over the patio.

Memo was quieter than the others, content to sit back and watch. He’d always been the observer. But Tony caught him watching Michael with something unreadable in his expression.

Tony sat down beside him.

“You good?” Tony asked.

Memo took a sip of beer before answering. “Yeah, man. Just… it’s good to see you. Feels like we don’t get these moments anymore.”

“Getting old,” Tony said lightly.

“Nah.” Memo’s voice shifted. “Getting real. You know? Responsibilities. Work. Life doesn’t stop for nostalgia.”

Memo had a daughter. Tony remembered that from a text years ago. Eleven or twelve now? He was raising her mostly alone since the divorce.

“How’s… ” Tony started.

“Lucia. She’s good.” Memo smiled, and it was a genuine smile.. “She’s into soccer. Just made the all-star team. I’m coaching again this season.”

There was pride in his voice.

“That’s good work, man,” Tony said.

Memo nodded slowly. “Yeah. It is. It’s just… some days I feel like I’m barely keeping up. Work, Lucia, trying not to be the asshole her mom says I am.” He looked at Tony. “Probably sounds stupid compared to what you deal with.”

“It doesn’t, bro.” Tony said. “I bet it’s hard dealing with what you’ve had to deal with.”

Memo nodded, satisfied with that answer. He looked back at the guys.

“Michael looks good, though,” Memo said. “Seems… solid. Better than last time.”

Tony followed his gaze. Michael was laughing at something, head thrown back, completely unselfconscious.

“Yeah,” Tony said quietly. “He does.”

Eventually, only six remained: Tony, Hutch, Michael, JoeJoe, Vic, and Memo.

A deck of cards appeared. A speaker played old music at low volume. Beers clinked. Laughter came easier now, worn smooth by time and comfort.

Michael dealt with theatrical seriousness. “Okay. Before you all start cheating—”

“I don’t cheat,” Memo said.

Vic laughed. “Not according to your ex wife!”

The men joked hard and laughed easily. Old friendships picked up right where they left off.

Tony watched his brother move through the group, talking, joking, taking little shots at everyone without malice. Michael was warm in the way some people just are, as if he’d been built to keep rooms – and friendships – alive.

Between hands, Michael’s expression shifted. He was staring at his phone.

“Oh, I meant to tell you guys,” Michael said. His voice was casual, but Tony caught the tension underneath. “My friends were supposed to stop by tonight. Rick, Drew, and Eric went camping yesterday up in the mountains. They said they’d swing by here after they got back, but…” He trailed off, checking his phone again. “Nothing. Their phones all go straight to voicemail.”

Tony looked up. “How long has it been?”

“They left yesterday morning,” Michael admitted. “I texted them this morning and no answer. Which is weird because Rick obsesses over his phone. Always has.”

JoeJoe frowned. “They probably just lost service. Those mountains up there don’t get much service.”

“Maybe.” Michael didn’t sound convinced. “But they go to the same campground every year. Same spot. Same routine. They’re the predictable type, you know? They’re not the kind of guys who just ignore plans.”

Tony felt the shift in his own attention. The tactical part of his brain, the part that never fully relaxed, engaged.

“How far out?” Tony asked.

“Not far,” Michael said quickly. “Couple hours. The mountains up north.”

Vic shrugged his shoulders. “They’re probably just hungover and ignoring everyone.”

Memo snorted. “That’s what I’d do.”

Michael smiled, but it didn’t fully reach his eyes.

Tony leaned back in his chair and looked at the faces around him. Men he trusted. Men who’d known him before rank and deployments and grief. Hutch beside him—calm as always. And Michael, worried about friends he couldn’t reach, uncertainty flickering across his face.

Tony’s mind made the decision before his mouth did.

“We should go camping,” he said.

Everyone looked at him.

Tony added, already anticipating the reaction. “Just… get out. Relax. Enjoy some time. If we pass through the campground, we can check it. See if they’re there. Make sure no one’s hurt.”

Michael’s face brightened immediately, relief spilling through. “Seriously?”

Tony nodded. “Seriously.”

JoeJoe grinned. “Camping? Like actual camping? You gonna teach us how to be Bear Grylls?”

Hutch’s mouth twitched. “Don’t insult Bear Grylls like that.”

Memo laughed. “More like Smokey the Bear.”

Tony continued, looking at Michael, “We can take the firearms. We’ll bring the basics. I’ll show you guys what matters: safety, handling, a little marksmanship. Hutch can give you tips on firecraft.”

Hutch lifted his beer in agreement. “I can work with that.”

Vic nodded slowly, already sold. “I’m in.”

JoeJoe slapped the table. “Hell yes.”

Memo raised his bottle. “To getting away from normal life for once.”

They clinked beers.

On the other side of the patio, the television droned softly, unnoticed. A news anchor’s voice rose and fell with practiced urgency.

“…breaking news… outbreak initially reported in the Chinese city of Chongqing… unconfirmed reports in cities across Europe and North America, including Los Angeles and New York… tensions high… reports of violence…”

No one looked up.

Cards slapped on the table. Music drifted through the backyard. Laughter came in waves.

“…local authorities are asking the public to stay calm… remain indoors… this is a developing story…”

The words floated into the night and vanished, swallowed by the simple, stubborn warmth of friends who had waited a long time to be together again.

For tonight, the world was still normal.

For tonight, it was enough.

2 Responses

  1. At this point I feel as though I’m struggling to keep going … that I want a reason to get through the narrative. I keep remembering my struggle with Frank Herbert’s DUNE. I think I began that book seven times before I forced myself to get through the first hundred pages … and then it captivated me! I still consider it one of the best works of fiction I’ve ever read! What if … there was something that created a mystery; something that made me want to find out the answer/resolution? It could be bits of information Tony has [because of his rank] that give a glimpse of what might be coming, and he has to respond to it without letting the others know. These bits of information are communicated through a device only Tony has. Just a thought. I need something that makes the pages turn for me.

    1. I appreciate the feedback, Stu. I hear what you’re saying about adding some knowledge that Tony has about the outbreak. The problem is, this is a story about an uninformed group that doesn’t have information and is struggling both with the lack of information and with the horror befalling them. I feel that giving Tony specific information would compromise the narrative. As the story continues, the group learns more about the virus and responds to the information they learn. Hopefully you can continue pushing through my writing, but if you can’t, no worries. Thank you for trying! 🙂

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